Friday, 26 September 2008 05:10 by
leticiaHey everyone I am a year older today...(44) I guess that would explain the way I have been feeling the past couple of weeks, a little down 
. I remember when I was a young girl and thinking that 30 sounded ancient...and now I am 44. What is weird is that the years that have hit me the most in a negative way are 31 and 44....30 didn't bug me, but when I turned 31 I felt like I had just slipped off the hill and was now heading "Downhill" and I haven't quite figured out why 44 is bugging me so much, but it is....there has been alot of things going on lately that I think has contributed to it, but hey life is what it is...it has it's Ups and Downs, and I have had my share of Downs since the age of 3, a pretty hard and tough life...however, that has made me a survivor, so these other things that have been going on are tiny in comparison. This too shall pass! Turning 44 has caused me to look at my life and reflect on everything... the good and the bad and like I said I am a survivor, I have come to the conclusion in all of this that, my blessings far outway the negative, because I survived my past...I am fully aware that this could not have been possible without Our Heavenly Father, He Loves and Cares for all of us as it says in 1 Corinthians 8: 13 "God is faithful, and he will not let YOU be tempted beyond what YOU can bear, but along with the temptation he will also make the way out in order for YOU to be able to endure it". I also realize that good in my life far outway the bad because I have great children that Love me and a husband that Cares and Loves me deeply and 2 Beautiful Glama Girls that I adore and adore me back... So I am truly blessed... I have family and friends that support me in all that I do, and THAT is PRICELESS! And I still absolutely LOVE and am passionate about my work. Business is doing really good, when I was a little girl and through to my teen years and clear into early adulthood, I never dreamed that I would actually be making a living at what I truly love to do...with all the negativity in my young life I never thought Good things would happen to me, But I have a Career that does not feel like work, because I truly Love what I do. I have bookings for 2009 and inquiries for 2010 already. So I am really pleased with that! I will shake the negative thoughts...why? Because I am a Survivor...I guess 44 is not so bad. Now, if I could only get rid of these pesty 10 lbs. I have accumulated in the past year...I'd be REAL happy 
~Leticia
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